sick cycle carousel

i don't exactly know what it means but thats how i feel. sick. it's a cycle. round and round like a carousel. i've been a very sickly child lately. first it was the psuedo dengue and now it's the fluuuuu. pardon me while i sneeze a hole in my lungs. and to think i pride myself in being a healthy being for the better part of my life..

i don't like having the flu. i couldn't taste my bagel. i couldn't taste the cheese on it. i couldn't taste the cerealandmilk i had for breakfast. and i couldn't taste the very pretty individually golden wrapped chocolates mummy brought home. texture, is all i got. i feel like consuming all that food just promptly went to waste. whats the point of eating if you can't taste anything!!! mind you. food is very important to me.

i don't know how people stricken with sinus survive. my heart goes out to all you poor poor unfortunate souls out there (dawndawn.. you have my purest sympathy myconstantnoseblowingfriend) it downright sucks to have a runny nose. everytime i blow my nose i feel like my head goes pop. along with my ears and every other outlet on my tiny head. there's chen yu isn't there.. qi kou bao huo? wooaaa did i actually get that right?? ahh my trusty teeshuee box is the best piece of household item i could possess now. oh and not forgetting my neat ol sidekick of a dustin. die germs diiiieeeeee....